Archive for November, 2010

a stone’s throw away.

There is a peach tree

a stone’s throw away

that sways with the wind

and plays with the wind

When you walk past you smell

a fragrant perfume unleashed from its vile

and it floats in the air

and it plays with your hair

You see a face in the tree

the nose of the tree

smelling the air

smiling at the affair

And the whole face retreats back to its bark

and all you see is a nose sticking out

it fills your heart full of doubt

for that face that once was could just be

a once was

a could be b

a fantasy so miserably

unaccompanied

by me

 

of complexity.

It’s amazing.. how simply complex the world is. How our minds are able to reduce things so infinitely complex into ideas we are able to ‘comprehend’. You know every time in English class your teacher asks you to write a summary? I may be wrong on this one… but I feel like it’s an insult to the writer, especially a good one, if you are supposed to take a few hundred/thousand worded essay and reduce it to a simple 60-100 word paragraph. That’s right, reduce.

It’s even easier to imagine the insult you deal to the writing/writer when you imagine the essay as a person. I mean, imagine what we do every single day of our lives. Let’s say we brush by a simple person at the coffee store (my place most frequented). Another fellow NYU student perhaps. If you were to strike up a conversation with that person, the most you would ever get to perhaps is that he studies in Steinhardt and is a Music Composition major. That he frequents Starbucks coz he has to stay up every night and finish his Writing The Essay assignments after composing wtv music he has to compose. That he hates WTE too and would rather focus all his time on music composition. That the next time you see each other that is the scope of conversation you will most probably never break through. And then you go on with life as if that person didn’t really exist to you. Because really, who is he to you? Just another random guy at the coffee store.

But the truth is, every person you brush past at any coffee shop is more complex than that. You know that, but you never really know that. Because you have other things to do, other people to think about. Other complexities to figure out. It’s just like watching a 3D film in the cinemas. It is only when you understand that each eye has to work separately yet in unison to combine two individual images together do we see a three-dimensional picture.

Three-dimensional.

Three-dimensional.

Try fitting imagination into the scope of your reality. Or reality into into the expansive world of your imagination.

..

Two-dimensional.

That’s what our brains are doing to us. Tricking us to believe that everybody around us is merely two-dimensional. Because if everything really were in three dimensions, we would explode with the massive load of informations coming into our brains. Too much, too much.

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Just a sidenote:

I think there’s one striking difference between Western and Asian education. In Asia, the emphasis is on doing, on getting to the main point and mostly disregarding the rest. In the West, the emphasis is on understanding each and every step, which is as important as getting to the main point (which can be annoying at times when one’s intellect is limited =/). Sorry to say, but IMO the Asian education system advocates reduction to the max, whereas the Western education to a certain extent, not so much.

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And the irony is, I’ve always thought ideas were simple, but people deliberately made them complicated for stupid reasons. Of course, sometimes that is the case. That people do complicate things for no reason. But it’s not really for no reason. The reason is probably too complicated to be put in a mere paragraph. That clearly was ignorance on my part. When something seems too simple to be true… people get suspicious right? Haha.

I guess the issue I’m concerned with is striking a balance between complexity and simplicity. Because it really is not all that simple, yet it could be?

dreams.

I had a weird dream this morning. Which is coincidentally (or fated to be) a recurring one. I swear I have dreamt this dream at least once or twice before. Small details may be different each dream, but the content is still the same before. Here’s my dream, and do comment if you have a possible interpretation of it:

I am walking about in a nice air-conditioned building. The architecture is rather modern and everything about it speaks new and clean. All of a sudden I pick up a sweet cookie in my left hand and proceed to the nearby concierge to ask for some milk. The nice man directs me to another part of the building to get my milk. I am welcomed by another person, and the conversation goes as follows:

Me: Hi, do you happen to have some milk?

Man: Sure, just follow me.

He brings me to the back of the room and gestures for us to sit down and talk.

Man: So, you want milk?

Me: Yes.

Man: What did you eat for breakfast today?

Me: I had some scrambled eggs, sausages and bacon.

Man: Are you sure you’re not one of those people who have recently started to eat more vegetables and fruits instead of meat??

He shows me a graph of the diet of one who would consume food that way. (I don’t know how it looks like, don’t ask me)

Me: No way. That can never be me. (I looooooooove vege =P)

I see another girl standing behind us not too far away. I point at her immediately.

Me: That’s her! She’s the vegetarian. (I don’t know how I even knew she was one)

The man turns around to face her, while I keep thinking about the milk I want to go with my cookie.

End of Scene