is the summary of the Everyman. Both my career as well as my personal life are in a bit of turmoil. I suppose “turmoil” would be hyperbolic — it’s just more uncertain. But uncertain is normal and uncertainty brings new opportunities. A lot of thoughts and things along the decision tree are ultimately steering me towards returning to Asia. However, the real pusher is the personal, emotional part. For once in a very long time, I realize that I may have someone waiting for me back there and that this is no normal someone to me.

But at the core of everything, this is how I feel:

1. I cannot live in 2 different worlds at the same time; I have to pick one unless one day they coincidentally happen to exist in harmony. Since Life is unpredictable, I have to give it that space to happen…
2. I am confident in who I am and my capabilities, so I shouldn’t feel threatened of change and/or uncertainty
3. I have to let go
4. I miss him

I suppose the last 2 were all that I really needed to express in this post.